khatepate........I feel your pain man...........can oyu tell us when you can transfer?? because if you can....come to Boston...join a community college ...go to school for two days in a week and work the rest 5 days ....and if thats what you decide you want to do than let me know ...I have a lot of connections here in boston for you to find a job.. either convienent stores, liquour stores , restaurants ets...........I hope this will help you...to earn money and to go to school and later transfer to a good college when you have saved a good amount............Bro we all have been through terrible times here in US at one point of time......so most of us know your feeling....and feel for you ...but you will survive..just make the right choice .......and dream big.....your parents are great to have sacrificed so much to have you here.......life here is not how people back in Nepal think it is...and I dont think they will understand too.....but my point is if you choose to help your family NOW...then see if you can transfer to Boston ...I will help you find a job ...............and a place to live with roommates so you save money too. so keep us updated.