This message is to MR BKB. Brother or Sister, I dont think what I wrote is funny. And my intention was not to make funny or attract responses as you thought. I even didnt know many people in here had gone through same situation and even tried to help me. I had not expected that. I had no place to go and tell my genuine feeling. I just wrote it because there was noonw to listen. Anyways ...you probably dont know because you had not faced those kind of problems or may be you just forgot your situation because you made some money working in gas.