John, What a glorious hunger that was. It provoked a great piece like this. God forbid; you don't have to go through any misery like this anymore but you amuse us with their account. Life is good for folks like you who don't contrite on your past misery. While people find reasons to kill themselves, I am pretty sure that you would come back with humorous anecdote of your death experience too. ;) Pardon my wicked thought. I wish you an exciting, healthy and long life.