mote , what you are smoking man? if you didn't give s.sn then how is your earning reported to the irs? if i write you a check for @20 to buy your old pairs of chuck taylors, would Ins know??? jesus, quit freakingout man.. most of us have been struggling for years in this country as students, h1s and uncertainities and then gc and unsecurities... watch Michale moorer's SICKO on movie6.net and realize Nepal is not bad at all if you do have to go back.. it's not like you're getting thrown back to hell... tell me which one is hell for you; a place where you have to worry each and every moment of you rlife about rent, food, payments, even legal status....?? where life has no security? or the country where people love you,they don't look down on you for looking dark or having an accent, where no matter how harsh, you don't have to work like dogs... which one is the best option for you>>>?? So , although it is very wise to live in the USA if you can make it, it' snot a total diasaster if you have to go back... I wonder how many people from Nepal,where per capita income is less than 300 can offorrd to go to schools in usa at least a 7000 dollars a semester and living expenses totaling somewhere close to the tution....if you don't have an option , do what you gotta do... quit feeling guilty abou tit.... if you're an honest perosn and if you think honesty is the best policy then just go back to Nepal..leave a thank you note at the departure .....