I wonder! My random thoughts and the environment makes me feel jaded. Every once in a while i have someone remiding me about what am i lacking directly or indirectly. With a gentle smile they prove their point and disappear. A total wreck of my delima. Anway friends and relatives keep buzzing in as always but whats astonishes me is even my boss time and again everytime i see his face quotes, " You need a girlfriend man!" My wonderment reaches it peak. In every encounter i hear the sameold bee buzzing in my ear. I sit back, relax! and think, Do i really need one? Apart of school and work i can only find half and hour or so to blog here or check my emails. The idea is totally gibberish. I mean why would i want to get in a relationship that i'm not serious about or for the namesake? Another aspect that really triggers me is why are these comments being made? At this age they must be thinking, " Young guy no girl he dosent have any fun in life." Well Whats the fun part here? If it's getting laid is one then i can get laid anytime i want to that's not an issue here. My problem lies in being comitted to a relationship. From a man's perspective as we all know girlfriend is primarily for "sex" (For 9/10 of us) and to share your so called feeling and thoughts etc... or you know go out together holding hand in the mall or someone to sit next to while watching movies and cuddling..There might be more then that i'm just telling you one or two.. (which i know of) Cant really say coz i've been out of this game for few years.. But that thought really bother me why am i being looked as extraterrestrial individual? Thanks for reading this post guys. Have you say i'd appreciate any type of feedback even "You suck" or "go to hell Retard" works Thank you.