If you think being Nepali and gay is normal, why do you want to bring attention to yourself? Noone goes around saying hey look at me, I'm Nepali and heterosexual. Are you trying to show you're different than the rest? or are you changing your sexual preferences to prove you're different from the rest? I've heard many times that 'necessity is the mother of all inventions'. Is it possible that you decided to change your preferences because of lack of interest from the opposite sex? Anyhow it's friday. Enjoy it!