i think that's pretty much the case with everyone. i have at times felt like that, but i am a dreamer :P. dream big, think good and be positive (as one of our friends here says) ...wait for a better tomorrow and strive for it. :). the most important thing is "live the moment". try to be happy, no matter what. keep dreaming big but cherish what you have at present :D... remember: small things in life are the most precious ones....Sachhi! enjoy the ride-- this is life. you won't know and "bulawa" aa jaayega kisi bhi din :D :P