my heartfelt condolences.. just look ahead in your life .. there's many more things that is yet to come that will hunt your soul .. be strong and be sure.. it is what it is .. just accept it .. and u should enjoy your life rather than sit and complain.. embrace the every little moment u find among urself.. and do not wait for the big moment to come and think u will celebrate then.. coz like u said it might be too late.. be strong ...be sure...