High school, it was fun times. cutting classes, sneaking out the gym and straight to theater. Spend hours watching 3 movies. i was the only one who didn't have any gf, whats the point? i wont have any future with them, white girl, how would i be able to tell my pops that i have white girl. noway i used to think, so no gf and high school just flew by. College, freshman year and insane parties. booze and girls, it was all about it. Than all of a sudden it just hit me, wait a sec. i thought why cant i not have a gf, who is asking to marry them, just have fun, thats what college is all about. than it began. i had 2 rich roommates, nice infinite, 22black chrome and double tinted windows. what a life it was. i started my fun time with girls, all i needed to show was booze and and some Cuban rolled blunts. But all these got me into a habit of just "do it" and bounce. you know, hang out, act cool and shit and get what you wanted.
Now i am a rising senior, past three years was the best of life. i went all over the places, did so many things. i will treasure it but above all that my girlfriends have labeled me as a man whore, they just shove it on my face, i love you but you but i am loosing respect for you. you are a man whore. i ignored it for first but i learned it in a tough way. every freshman gril i used to see each year, i just wanted to invite them to my party and bang, thats all i wanted. i kinda lost respect for them. i realized, i had to change, so i have this fine, sweet, Desi indian girl. man gorgeous eyes and bomb ass personality. it's been 8 months. i am having great time with her but the distraction from this blond is killing me. i meet her in my Genetics class, plat'um blond hair, blue eyes, C, dope ass, more of like cheer leader. it wasnt me, it was her who started flirting around despite the fact that she knew i have a girl and she even knew her(women, i cant understand them, good for only one thing). but all that aside, i am so tempted for this one. i feel like i am slowly walking the same path that i refused to walk. i even invited her to my party and thank god to my buddy since high school, he saved me, told me if did it, he would not talk to me ever. i knew i cant give up that for this 2sec of pleasure. i dont cheat, its something i dont do, i dont do.
I am afraid this mentality of just f**ing around wont go away. i am 21 man, one day i will have to get married def to Nepali girl(not saying that they are always good, time is changing and so they are). what would happen if i have the same mentality of banging around. i cant do this. i really like that Indian girl. the best i ever had. But what would happen if i have the same mentality. i dont want that.

Anybody who went/goes to college probably knows what i am talking about. have fun in college, coz i know these 4yrs are the best you can ever have. you meet all your best/bad friends, experience and all that. but dont let 3B's make you what you are not.

That nep girl has to V without popped cherry. i dont want to make "love" to wife and picture some other dude who already deflowered her.