I guess that this remedy works out for pretty much everybody who has been in USA for a long time and hasn’t been back to Nepal. The main problem here is the pain associated with loneliness than anything else. Just go back to Nepal for a while and everything will be alright. When you’re alone and nobody is around to talk to you and console you, you just start drawing your own conclusions by living in your own secluded world and getting more and more depressed everyday. The first thing that you wanna do is to get transferred from your current school to some place where you find more Nepalese. Second, you need to learn to make up your mind: You ruined few years of your life choosing the wrong major; now, don’t ruin your entire life by choosing the wrong partner. Also, people don’t commit suicide for not being able to make up their minds. You haven’t even tried anything to resolve your issues – think about the suicide only when your attempts are unsuccessful. Good Luck!