Dar All. First of all i would like to thank all of you for understanding my problem and sharing your ideas with me. I didnt' know i would get so many feedbacks from you guys. I like some of the ideas and your way of thinking and what could possible be done. Some of you were telling me to dump BF which i really don't wanna do. I know as i've mentioned that i m worried abt my future but still i don't know why, i don't wanna dump him. It is perplexed within myself. I am very delighted with all of your postings. Thanks to Rythm, sillygirl,Chaana_tarkari,Daddy,Kamakshi, khusi, Arrogant and to all of you peoples. You guys rock, I really appreciate for at least giving me some ideas. chipledhunga- "Yes i m going to Nepal in summer so hopefully i'll be able to solve some of the issues during that fleeting trip. Sajha.com Rocks. !