Hi guys, i m having too much of tension and stree these days ! so i just need some of your ideas regarding my problem. Hopefully you'll give me suggestion ..Here's my problem. I am a college girl and currently i am in United States. I have been in love with this guy when i was in Nepal and i still love him the same. Right now he is in Nepal, he is trying to come here but as he is applying for the Green Card(through his parents, they live in US for many years and they're US citizen), its taking a long time for getting all his paper works done. But whenever i talk to him over phone these days, we always fight..The way he talks is very different. Kehi kura garyo bhane pani maile nakkal garyo bhancha, i know couple of his girl friends(keti sathi) in Nepal, and he thinks that i m copying him..When i colored my hair today and sent him a picture, he says i m trying to follow Sapana(name changed)..I dont know why he treats me like that ? When i was talking with him on the phone, he said you're trying to talk like Sapana, maile nakkal gare re ? so these days i think if i get married to him, how is he gonna treat me like ? is he gonna treat me the same way he's doing right now ? I know i really like the guy and all my families and his families know abt our Love affairs, But at the same time, i am worried abt my future life....Tyo keta sanga bihe garyo bhane, ma khusi nai hudaina jasto lagcha malai...But i wanna get married to him. I feel like my life sucks. I feel like doing suicide these days, i always cry. Since there's no any Nepalese around my place or city, i live alone and that's what i think abt every single days, I can't take any decisions...What i really should do ? Its been like more than 3 years i m in US, i've been living by myself, i rarely go outside, i don't know any nepalese around the city, i feel like my Life Really Sucks...Ahile samma Driver's License pani lina sakeko chaina....ma k garu, kata jaun, I feel like crying every moment...Yeti dherai tension cha malai....I was majoring in Nursing but right now i changed to different subject and now its gonna take me another 3-4 Years,I've to study all the prerequisite...I changed my major cuz i though Nursing would be tough later....I've nobody to help me decide anything...So i came to know abt Sajha.com through one of my friend and i thought of posting my problem in here , so that i could get some feedbacks...Hopefully you guys will respond me with some ideas so that i can do much better in upcoming days. Thanks a Lot.. Racheeta(somewhere in US.)