Are violence and outburst of filth the only ways to retaliate against perceived injustice or disrespect? You are an educated man, Samsara, and of higher profile than most at that. Of course, it is your perogative to react the way you want to, but I am only afraid the way you have reacted lately only contributes to the negative stereotypes that you (and I) wish hard did not exist. Real men not only have balls, but they have the balls not to let those balls go haywire at every opportunity. ;)