Dear stupidman, First of all dont call urself stupidman, if u want to settle things, first start from yourself. i see the first thing u should do is chnage this nickname. secondly i dont think you will really get some great ideas from sharing your thoughts here but least u can expect something. The decision u make to day will will reflect in your future. consult someone who is man of God and lives holy. I will pray for you, kind regards.