Hi guys!!! Thanks a lot for your advise, suggestions, opinions....I really appreciate that...and I will definitely consider many of your advices while making my decision....sometimes I wish I was strong enough to let this thing go but then heart rules!!! I've decided that I will once again talk to him about all this face to face...we are going to meet after two weeks...as i've mentioned to you guys that we've already discussed abt this matter before but it did not seem to be of much help...I mean to say that he is still quiet and not trying much from his side....so I think it's better to meet in person and explain him properly abt my feelings...and try to sort this thing out together....I really want to marry him so I thought over and over again and came to this conclusion that I will try my best to make it happen....I hope that he'll understand my situation and make a lil effort for our relationship to prosper... I'll hope for the best and prepare for the worst...anyways, all of you have been of great help....thank you once again :) Wish me luck guys!!!