i know i am wrong in every inch.......let me give u the picture of my life......My wife who loves me a lot and she is my perfect wife we have been togetherin love for 9 years and married for 3 years now....for last 2 years i have been with this girl who i spend most of my time bcoz we work together i have known her for 5 years now and dont know wot happend we start loving each other, everything we did looks and sound so exciting felt like we were ment to be for each other.....and so on.....we both knew its not right but still could not leave each other.....so we carried on .....we use to have lots of argument but later again some how we went on well.....could not stop ....as i said only after when she said something nasty about my unborn baby i went mad at her and havent seen or spoken to her.......... i am not upset with any comments given by u all as i give u all full rights to say wot so ever to me........but i am sorry i need some help to overcome this hell life and all bad feelings i have in me now.........:-(