Jaymatadi.... i have said i have made a mistake .....things wont change by banging my head on a wall or killing myself.....well i posted this on sajha and i think its a very good means of knowing peoples view bcoz everyone comment truely since they dont know me who i am and all the comments i am taking as a good example for future and there might be some other people too who might be going through and if there is anyone i would like to say the life i am going through is hell so dont even think of this kind of life..........