John, If none of the readers branded you a pervert after reading this, then chances are that most of us are guilty of this same 'sin' as well. That and the way you write; it can convince people into anything. I noticed that you highlighted all the SHE and the HER in this piece.....do you want to imply that SHE called the shots while you were this helpless creature? About the whole issue of this being morally right or wrong......its not like you are just smitten by her....you are VISITING HER, CALLING HER, HELL YOU EVEN DROVE ONE HOUR TO GO SEE HER........but even in that case, if in your heart you would be okay with your wife doing the same with another man then i guess you could justify doing this yourself.....but if not then there is definitely some double standards here! :) But do i have to agree to admire your 'awesome' writing? NO! Loved this piece....Please keep them coming!