In a wicked mood, नक्कलीलाई बगाईहाल्यो झिल्केले झिल्केलाई पीर पर्‍यो तिमीहामी सोझालाई फ्वाँकैमा ताल पर्‍यो नक्कलीलाई... तर झिल्के, you are not done with this one. I mean, not really with Nakkali, but with Nakkali ko maya. Don't start to "move on" yet. The loss deserves a decent mourning. For that, it is important for you not to feel hurt or guilty. Otherwise you will seek quick escape. You must not do that because as I said the loss deserves a graceful mourning and you do seem to be a strong and decent person to be able to and willing to do that. And I don't have to explain that you will be mourning gracefully not by hard feelings or guilt, but by cherishing Nakkali and the moment you had together. May you have a soul-filling experience in what other might see an empty time. You might surprise yourself by the peace and love you might feel. Take my word. Nepe