Hi Amazing, Her email clearly said that she has no affection to you as a "soul mate" so I agree here with DWI and again I would like to say let her go. However no need to beg for your love. Again as DWI said there is a difference bewteen Pity and Love. Calm yourself and hold your tears. You pretty much aware of what she thinks about you and this relationship. Do something that would not ruin your few moments that you are going to share with her. I said on the last post; This may be the last chance to show that you care and respect her existence. You love her; in that case there is no need to loose your self dignity but don't be an arrogant. Keep the friendship. Think you may have several other true friends but she is the one who truly knows you from inside-out. If I were you I would not loose her as a friend. My best regards. Enjoy life there is lot more to come. Something to read: Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; to handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; if he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; he who loses a friend, loses much more; he who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, but beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can’t live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me. . . you brought another friend. . . and then there were three. . . we started our group. . . our circle of friends. . . and like that circle. . . there is no beginning or end. . . yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That is why they call it the present. ------Eleanor Roosevelt WoF