I am not sure if this is a true love story or you are just faking as it is real. If it is a fake one then fu(k U, if whatever you have said is true then my fren you are in deeply love with that gal. So, my suggestion will be," don't let her go away." It's not your man ego, it is love, you are falling for her, if you heart beat harder everytime you think about her then, bro you gonna ruin your own life if you let her go away. Well I don't know what you should do when you meet her, but .................... I don't know man, good luck. Wish to hear a positive response from ya. god bless you.