Now,he wants his life safe,nothing else.Since he was responsible for killing of innocent people,he sees conspiracy even in dream.He got to see little bit of world and now he has a greed for power,so he wants to live and afraid of getting killed. There are two people in Nepal wants more securities and afraid of getting killed. 1) Prachanda 2) Gyanu Because,both of these are conspirators,they see everywhere conspiracy.