I do not exactly remember when was the last time I contributed something meaningful here in Sajha. Perhaps I never did. Going through thread by thread sometimes excites me to agree/disagree at extreme pace but it only takes about 2 minutes to come out of that bewilderment and regain my mental posture with almost zero energy. I never realized that people would deliver blessing when their decay function starts acting. But, now I do. "Santaan lay daanda kanda dhakoon timiharuko" which simply tells me that my granny is sexually immobal. "Timiharuko ta din cha, ramro kaam ma dhyaan lawunu which signifies nothing more than mere stage of surrender. Talking about reality, having been here for this many years almost stripped me of all possible ties back home which has finally crippled me with this thing called zero energy. I can not instigate Madhesi andolan coz I know that I have no connection in south. I do not practice Islam so no ties to Alquaida either. Oriental hates me coz I buy Basmati rice rather than sticky one. I like to be caucasian but no luck so far and no matter how much I try to assimilate myself, they often ask me of my originality anyway. You know what! One thing I always envy about caucasian is that the way they are taught to be racist. The more educated you are, the better will be your capacity to hide this true natural phenomena. Believe me..You do not want to break the real spirit of mankind. Carrying a little hoarding board with say 'NO' to racism which simply violates the fundamental law of nature is the most educated way to express this true feeling, atleast in an educated way. Sansaar ko joon sukkai kuna ma gaye ni aaphno jaat bahek arko lai kasley mun para cha ra!. You gotta go with the flow. And, even things change.... So be it. Gyanendra gayo, naya note aayo... so what!. Dekhies! mailey bhanya haina ganatntra awucha bhanera! . Yeah! you go ahead and bet on your horse like an italian mafia does from his hotel room in Florida while your country is being euthanized. But this time, I like to be real. No more Booshit.