So, reading books and understanding matter is not enough for the result. To get result you have to practice. For example: You read in a book that it is good to have tolerance. You intellectually convinced that it is good to not to retaliate but to have tolerance. However, you will be able to do it only if you practice. In your case, the third wisdom, ie भावनामयी प्रज्ञा is missing. Whatever good you have heard, read and understand you have to practice otherwise you will lose it.