Then I would say you belong to a Religion Sekt.They scare the people with all bad fortunes and this is just like a Hitler type theory, a must religion. This is what I hate about the hindu religion. If you do not listen to this something bad will happen and blah blah.. I am a buddhist. Actually it is not a religion, It is a philosophy. Buddhism is growing all over the world. A person cannot become a hindu on his interest. He has to be born with this hindu ass. So hinduism cannot grow. You must have seen in Kathmandu those Hare Krishna followers from the west. They sing whole day Hare Rama Hare Krishna but they are not allowed to go inside Shiva temple.