When you have drained your energy and resources to The United States of America you want to go back to your country to be near Pashupatinath to retire yourself haina ta??? And how may I ask will that help Nepal?? Don't you think you will be going there to fulfill your own selfish needs as living here as you age is not going to be easy right??? Whatever Captain you are the master of your decision and do as you please... Why are you avoiding this momo plan should we abort it???