devilskyline thanks for you response...............But read my post really clear because it clearly tells you the state I am at..........I am very content with my achievement so far and how I reached it but I still strive for more and I am not crying over it I have worked hard and continue doing so....I am just pointing the false image people back home have about the life style here.....thats all...........I have been in the US long enough to learn how to handle things and I dont give a rats a)ss of what people think of me................but you cant live your life ignoring your loved ones in Nepal........I wish they only knew first hand how life goes on here. And itgorilla.................If all the Nepalese around the world said fuk whereever they are and went back home I would totally be there ..........but reality........its all the way around so even life is hard here ,,,,,hard work pays good ......no corruption..........and to live peacefully in Nepal seem like a dream ..........look at the daily news and current situation In Nepal....who in the right mind would feel safe ???? please tell me.