lol IT Gorrila but yeah I see what you are saying M-dogg but you know you can make your life better in the US...you have every opportunity to do... there are many people who are in your situation or are even in a worst situation but they always try hard and make thier lives the best it can be. Soo no point crying about it we all know life sucks in the US for an average Nepali so who cares what people say in Nepal...learn to ignore people man even if it is your own family. People in Nepal will keep thinking what they think soo dont worry about it and just relax you dont wanna lose sleep like i do because of stress man it sucks lol and try to make your life better cuz remember there is always another way. Peace