Kiss of death sweet tender kisses of yours used to warm me thru the coldest of nights now ... that same kiss seems deathly cold and I.. I lose my breath as if death itself came.. came and sucked the life out of me.. now I see you clear as crystal times have changed… and you have moved on… as if... as if the thing that we had had..just vanished in thin air. your past has not shrouded… shrouded your future at hand … but all I see is darkness like a hole ... so deep so deep that no light can escape I am that light ... trapped in the bends of space… not being able to see past the darkness lost….lost in emptiness. anger, pain, sadness it all gnaws from the inside forgive and forget ... forgive and forget... hardness of reality is it really possible? questions form and answer is at no avail. forgive and forget... forgive I must...forget how can I? it grips you by your throat the instant you try and forget the loneliness...the emptiness the darkness within... letting nothing escape. you try and take a deep breath and you choke for more air the moment of freedom the slow intake of air... happiness alludes you but only for a brief moment. surrounded by nightmares… the faint light disappears taking away any hope hope of freedom as darkness envelopes you once again once again …LOST coldness of that kiss… oh how terrible it feels so cold and meaningless... kiss of death emptiness…loneliness… darkness all around.