Sosaysi! Awesome songs and notion there. True, we don't realize the value of something until gone for good. Therefore, we ought to be grateful for the great things one has and others don't. An excerpt of the song I am going to post goes like "Don't it always seem to go That you don't know what you got till it's gone". (Here is 'Big Yellow Taxi' beautiful song originally composed by Janis Joplin but here in the clip performed by Counting Crows with subtle modification) Tseten! hang on buddy. Hardships make you wiser while luxury corrupts the mind even more ruthlessly than a war does. Those pains are going to pay-off soon.