it is very difficult for me to believe in god, at least the one we are told of! ie, compassionate, just, omnipresent, etc.. maybe there is a god, but not the kind that I have been introduced to.( for believers) although i respect ur faith and belief if it is shedding positive light on ur wellbeing . but in the larger context, since we are talking of god who is supposedly created us and the universe, your or mine minor well being still does not justify his/her/its' larger presence..