ratamakai actually you sounds right. maybe this american life is killing me. before coming here i was so healthy, full of life, energy, and active. but now my active lifestyle has change so drastically. i assumed it could be mental and physical that is wearing me out dude. i haven't taken any BREAK from college this past 2 years. All been continueously taking full time classes even in the summer break. nowadays i don't have time to go running or play other sports due to work. Or is there any illness i am contracting........!!?? i cannot afford to see doctor as i don't have insurance. you not from HK? that's strange! maybe i could have mistaken you for someone. you both share the same name "ratamakai"