Ok...so I DID mess up. You guys are just confirming my doubts...the whole reason I posted it here to see if I was going nuts or what I did was indeed not appropriate. I do love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him...I just cant explain why I couldnt jump up and down and say 'yess!'. Afterall..every girl dreams about this right? Ummmm...to cut the long story short...I had been crying for couple of hours because of wat was going on in my house and this caught me when i was deep down the emotional well. I hope he asks again soon...or else I will have to ask him and that makes me go nuts!