Fist love is the most painfull because you do not have any experiece of how its feels. When you are in you 1st relation for the fisr time you have affection for someone other than family, and when you loose them it is hard for you to accept the fact they aren't going to be there anymore. And if you 1st love cheated on you it is hard for you to trust others and you usually want to get back by hurting others. ~ashra~