Hi, Ochin Mutuwa , r u really enjoying life or you being able to escape life! Our life in general is the activities of propagandas of some cunning minds , deep rooted fears and our own various reaxctions in defrent level. We always try to full fill our desires and wants. Desires and wants are the activities to conform memory of the past. So its repeatitive , mechanical and it degenerates the sensitivity of mind. So our living is actually is in past which means propagandas and desires , fears and so on are living through us. Surely to live is possible in the present and its very swift. If we dont have any type of fears, desires ,hope and recognition then we can live in presents which is the pure perception undisturbed by our conviction and ideas.