Death.......My only hope for salvation but hey make no mistake ...not now.. i still got to get full out of my life.......BTW alone in pacific.. I know how to make KCN and i believe its painless... I guess some great nepali poet once said I think it was SAMA ( Not sure though) "आयो टप्प टिप्यो लग्यो मिती पुग्यो टारेर टर्दैन त्यो!!!!!!! " So what is the fear .. Everyone here is destined for that.