HI, THIS I SLUTURE WHO HAD THAT PROBLEM MENTIONED BY KHBHANDARI AND I HONESTLY THAN YOU ALL, FOR GIVING VALUABLE SUGGESTION IN THIS REGARDS. i have a draft as per your suggestion, especially-----NEPAL KO CHORA, MURKHA 123, ASHU, KINDLY SUGGEST IS IT OK? PLEASE "At this stage, I would like to mention a very personal fact that I am applying without my current supervisor’s recommendation. Apart from our regular research work in this lab, I and another foreign student are jointly responsible for manuscripts checking and submission on the behalf of professor, regular English correction of theses, posters, and professor’s presentations etc. Thus my supervisor wants me to continue PhD in his lab and honestly declined my request for a recommendation. However, because of the wide exposure and cutting edge researches that are going on in USA- particularly in you university, I am inspired to go for this University than the current one. Although my another request will award me a recommendation letter from my professor, I have doubts about its credibility because of my disobediences to him to continue in his lab. In addition, in a true sense, I am very much sure and apprehensive that another request for a recommendation will definitively have a detrimental effect on my PhD candidacy in my present lab and that will eventually leave me without a PhD degree if my application is declined by your university where I always dreamed to study PhD degree because of the above mentioned reasons. I have submitted all other relevant supportive documents along with my application. I honestly accept and understand the importance of my current supervisor’s recommendation, however, I sincerely request you to kindly understand my apprehensions before making a final decision about my application."