Poor Cleo. I think it's time you move back to Egypt be among your own there. An Arab woman trying to be Nepalese just does not cut it. So stop trying to be a wannabe Nepali woman because that clearly is out of your league. Don't feel bad because it is an honor and privilege to be a Nepali, and not many are at the level to be so. It's ok. You should go where you belong and not try to hang out here with us.