Thanks Slackdemic, it was really nice posting from ur side, I agree with u too some extent....U were rite, this is not the platform for personal message...Yeah I was just pulling somebody's legs... it was not that personal though....and yeah I hope u won't mind if I will stay here for some more time....Just packing up some extra luggages which I have accumulated here overtime....So nice to see someone with positive attitude...u too have a nice life...and just be happy wherever u r...don't be the part of Lost generation. Okay, puppiffy my airman is going to celebrate his 24th birthday in the first week of November ,he is doing perfectly well and soon coming very close to my place for the further training...but in life there are many things which cannot be explained. what u want and wat u get? these are two different things...and this is one of them......I hope this time u will understand....Human emotions and the relationship you share with humans.....there are so many fabrics woven around it....so it is really complicated....but if u look at it...u will just see a normal single pattern..... And yeah someone did not change the name but I came up with some name which he has readily accepted so am happy...and I considered it as a victory...so that is it..Just got one reason to be happy . mind it there is not any fishy thing going around. here .. Yeah, I live in the country of conspirators..but still am Nepali...hardcore Nepali................ Sajahauser , yeah I do suffer from differnt pyschological disorder....very true..and u r rite to point it out in both the cases........but still I believe somewhere these all disorders are defeated by A NORMAL ORDINARY ME.....so still have the feeling I am ok...... Rite now am watching a movie The diamond hunters.....it is really nice though I never read the book.... Love u all guys...... Smilingly, Kohinoor