HA I knew it. I knew kohinoor is suffering from some mental disease. My guess is attension seeking disorder combined with obsessive compulsive disorder and schizophrenia (presence of airman). Kohinoor wrote, "am still around and very healthy....See thru the lines......I know u can..who knows it better than u....." She is in stage of denial right now which pretty common. Besides she is suffering from a mental disease - not a physical injury which can be seen. Sooner or later she will accept her condition and seek for some mental counseling or help. BTW when you see a psychiatrist, don't forget to mention him/her about your airman. Goodluck for speedy recovery, puff