kohinoor... i guess with diff ppl..it works differently?..so yeah not gonna bhawash on ways that i feel might help ;oP hehe... but yeah being busy and havin no time to think or worry def helps i guess(did i jus contradict my above sentence again?;oP hehe)...how do u do get busy?malai ke tha!:o| sathi haru le malai ta mero too much time cha bhancha :oS..ani that i dun use my time properly bhancha :oS.. ani human addiction?as in attachment?it comes and goes hoina?durin the start of the break of the attachment ..its always hard..feels hard?..actually most things durin the start always feels hard?hehe..but sooner or later..u be pretty suprised..how strong u r..;o)...time def helps..and do know..im sure u wont end up in such a bad state later(hopefully not :oD hehe)..since u do seem to be already helpin urself a bit by askn for help?talkin about it?once ur tryn to help urself..ur on the right track ;o) hehe... ani runnin away chai malai tha chaina..some chooses to do that cos they need a complete break with themselves and re-energise and be able to think properly?away from the rush and everything?...but well each their own..as my fren told me..smtimes we choose 'flight'..sometimes we choose 'fight'...good luck with watever u choose(esp if ur were talkin about urself ;oP hehe).. and oh about that other thread..never knew about the story of 'kohinoor' until u shared..so now know a bit thanks to u re kya ;o) hehe...ani dherai dun get lost in urself hai..cos smtimes when we start existin in this world that we never felt belonged..before we realise it..we feel like we are findin out about ourselves?and of cos some other carin ppl findin us too ;oP hehe..i mean wats the chance of u or anyone knowin u..cos in ur lost world ..only u r there?and u too pani lost?who will find u?not u!and def not anyone!?:o| hehe...ok ok dunno wat im typin(mero fav line?hah;oP hehe)... may u have a life longer than ur airman..cos well when ur livin..ur airman lives and exist the way u make him out to be hoina ;o)... good day and good luck!:oD (ps darn i dunno why but i cant stop feeln i deserve a glass of fresh cold "nourising" lemonade right now ;oP hehe)