Let me put this the way it should be..... Lot of ppl here needs to get a grasp of reality... How can you escape your own fate...you can't change your past whatever load of luggage you've brought in your life is yours....you need to learn from it and use it in the future Some ppl are luckier than you and some are not as; for eg. you thought being a Prince was a luckiest kid but look what happened not only to him but his whole family....... And there are lot of rags to riches stories you've heard in your life i ain't gotta tell you So, be happy with what you got.....maybe try to add some more......don't waste your time blaming somebody else for what you've lost....it was meant to happen..what can you really do bout it? The social and economic structure of middle class families in Nepal were pretty much same.....we can all tell the same kind of stories. Pop was a drunk dude, mom was a housewife, grandmother was against your mom's decisions and dad's brainwasher, and the rest of them were audience.....basically, you were a product of broken home.....and that's why most your family sent you to the boarding school to keep you out of the family fued. NOW, what yu gonna do.....look! you have made it so far and now you still want to blame your past for what you can't acheive now.....and spend time being depressed remembering your past......... or you wanna keep going until fullfill your dream. get it keep your head up......2pac