right now..feeln so filled up..that dun really wanna talk about food..but i guess..just hearin the word 'khasi' here..well just makin me think..if i had the time and of cos was arsed a bit more..i could go to that suburb where they do sell khasi meat..and nice one too(the place near me!the meat is forzen!and later how long u defrost it..the meat is still like rubber :o| hehe)... anyways...no idea wat i be doin in dashain..dun even like to think too much of wat i be doin tomorrow(scared to expect?;oP hehe) even tho i i guess i do pretty much 'know' wat i most prob will be doin tomorrow hehe..but yeah always expect the unexpected eh?and expect the plans to be cancelled for one reason or another?.... but one thing for sure..last yr and the yrs before last yr(quite few yrs now)..used to think how much better i might have felt to have some nepali folks/frens near me durin dashain..and have the chance to go see those nepali dashain programs..and used to think how much more i be more appreciative of those things..that i used to 'yawn' back then ;oP hehe...u know..just be able to soak the festive feelns?esp by seeing ppl near me..who might actually be enjoyn it all... guess there most prob will be some nepali programs this yr..no idea when(soon?hehe)..am i arsed to find out?right now i dunno when it is..so i guess i aint arsed?..cos i guess the frens i prefer to have around then..they cant really make it?..and no point really goin without those frens around?.... hah enuf of yappin? ;oP hehe.. but wat i really wanna say was...tomorrow who knows..but in some ways..one thing i cant stop feeln..watever happens..sajha will be here durin dashain?;oP..it has been for me for quite few dashains now ;o)...hearing ppl share their homesickness..or just gettn bored of the same old dashain things..hehe...well guess we aint as alone as we smtimes think/feel we are?:oD..oh did i just motivate anyone out there to try harder to hack this site durin dashain?;oP hehe... but yeah..im not really expectin..but in some ways i cant stop feeln when the dashain comes..and passes..im sure i will get to read some experiences here..that will just brighten up me day!yeah i can just stop feeln..john galt bro will be writin up somethings about dashain hah!(am i puttn pressure on him?;oP hehe)...well guess he has been gone MIA for a while..and others too..but yeah..current posters..old posters(who are mia) or new posters..well one thing is for sure?someone will def be sharin some of their experiences/feelns?hehe...so pretty much cant wait for dashain to start(oct 2 someone said?) but i just realised..i sure do miss gettn tika and asirbaad from me parents and others who put tika on me :oD..and remember that rice tika they put on ur forehead?until ur whole forehead is covered?the more u have..the more asirbaad ur supposed to be given?hehe.sure miss that..esp the part..where i be a bit selfconcious to get out of the house with so much tika in me forehead..cos i def see some others who have less tika hehe..didnt wanna seem like i had more than others ke ;oP.. who am i kiddn!im evul i tell u!:o| i guess i thot i looked like a small kid ;oP..u know how small kids are like hoina?they never like to admit they are small?;oP hehe..and yeah evul me!u shud see how i tried to take some of those tikas!and try to brainwash meself that it was accidental!i mean i felt too guilty to really take the blessins that i had been given on me forehead but as long as i had it full on..i didnt dare get out of the house and meet me frens to play tass etc ;oP.... so u know the things i used to do..like run around jumping with the younger kids..u know look like im playn with them..carry them..hopin the babies will raise their hands up in the air and move it around(like they dun care!duh! ;oP hehe)and yeah accidentally rub off some of the rice tikas out of me head..and i cant be mad at them for takin off the blessings cos they are just babies?they didnt mean to do that?:oS hah! ;oP hehe...and elders actually thot i was so nice to entertain the babies and the bhais and bahinis?hah!;oP ok before i admit more of me evul deeds!:o| hehe.. lets see wat things will sprout out here durin dashain period..im kinda will def be checkn out..if its possible!(just to be safe ni...shudnt take tomorrow for granted?;oP hehe) good day!and happy dashain to all!(in advance?:oD hehe)