I appreciate you on your beautiful thought. Sometime I think the same way. I know why you want to go return and do something for your homeland. It is because you haven't been there since long time and missing your birth place, family and friends so badly. Am I right? One thing I can guarantee you that you will get fade up after you live there for a year because of various reasons (I guess I don't have to explain all that). It is not that easy to survive there as you are thinking now. The thing will never go as you want. In the beginning, you will feel so happy seeing your friends. They would be happy seeing you too and will hang out with you for a certain time. After that, they won't do that. You can't have the same life as you had when you left Nepal. I would suggest you to visit there and spend few months with your family and friends and come back.