i did not realise or question myself then (when i was a kid) BUT now when i look back 1) i wonder how my mom felt when she breast-fed me. 2) i wonder why my cousin sis could not stand like me to attend the "nature's call" and i still wonder, 1) how does it feel to be at the receiving end while making love? 2) how does it feel to be a pregnant? and how painful is it to deliver a child? 3) how my mom must have felt to bid me goodbye when i had to leave her to come to this place? how did she feel while she was crying and waving her hands? how does she feel to talk with her only son over the phone and what makes her cry while talking with him still today after years? 4) how does it feel to be an innocent sister of a naughty bother? how does it feel to be slapped and smacked by him at times? What makes her still feel that his brother is the best brother in the world. 5) how does it feel to be kissed by the first love? how exciting is it to be loved by a man? how much does it hurt to be betrayed and what does it take to betray a man? --my answer(?) to those who are wondering why i opened this stupid thread. LooTe