Sage_x: I appreciate your time and for the comment. Yes, it does not make sense ethically to leave my current bf for my ex. But this heart thing is really complicated. Ideally I would also have loved to do what you guys are saying, but I am not able to keep my mind away from my ex. He was the one whom I loved with all my heart out. I repect my current bf, but if it is love, I still don't love him as much as I loved (and I think I still do) my ex. Moreover, it's all about forgiving right? My ex is there with his open arms and heart, ready to accept me. He said, he will marry me asap. I am really not sure what to follow. Ethics or instincts. :(