I dont understand why it is so hard for her to tell me I dont love you anymore, i have lost interest on you, i am over with you and so on. why she still calls me and try to show some sympathy? why she tries to show me that she cares for me. I dont know now if she ever loved me or not, but she did took fasting for me in teej, she introduced me with her family and friends as future husband and she asked me to meet her parents and talk about marriage. if this was not love then she just used me because i have done a lot for her. what she did is unforgivable but i love this girl so much that she is my both weak and strong point and i believe if she comes back my life will be like before and i will be happy. at this point this is what i think. you guys believe me or no, but i dont think much about she slept with other guy rather i think much about why she did to me and how could she do this to me. was I in dreams? i really can not believe this from a matured and educated girl like her. on the otherhand, she is very helpful to all of her friends. I guess two sides of a coin, one side is so brighter and other is so dark which only I saw. and i dont know why a guy can do this to someone else's girlfriend. well we respect other's wife and girlfriend, dont we? now what i hear is this guy is saying her like you just used me. i was like what the hell, he came in between us just couple of months ago and he feels like used meaning she used him for sex purpose only. may be, i dont know.