sidster is again right. why did she do that to me, when i was giving her everything. did she take me for granted? some of her friends who has seen other guy told me that i am better looking than that guy, i have better education than that guy. I don t understand all this. she met this guy just about 4-5 times and did that. this thing is killing me, how could this happen. she is from a good and educated family and i know all of her family members too. she is also helpful to others and good in studies as well. for other people who has gotten help from her might think that she is helpful, yes she is, but for me how would i judge her. should i judge her with her education quality, should i judge her with her helping nature or should i judge her as a cheater who betrayed me and destroyed my life. if she was really over with me, if she really started disliking me she should have told me. i had asked her so many times about this. why did not she tell me? it hurts more when i found about this. it would have little better if she had told me that she is not interested with me anymore and later started seeing someone else. it is true that she was brainwashes because she used to tell me and her family same thing that the other guy taught her and asked her to do. I am a simple guy and i always believed in a one girl. she was the one who dragged me all the up to this point. i told her many times that before we make decision and let our parents know we need to make sure we really want to be together and only then I told my parents. she did earlier than i did. how can a girl forget such a long relationship and compare such a long relationship with one night stand. this is ridiculous and i simply could not understood this. when i asked her reasons for this, she does nt have any reason. i aksed her many times just give me some reason why you did to me then she never answers. sometimes she says that now she wants to be with new guy because she slept with him and he will feel like she has used him. how about me dammit? did not you used me ? that is what i tell her sometime and that is what i tell myself sometime.