hah!did i screw the thread?:O hehehe...oh well..at least i did smthing!unintentional it might have been :oS...hehe shud paste again?;oP heh....wt..might as well?...make it easier?;oP hehe... *copy and paste and waste more datebase space?* ehe i nepali..from wat u wrote..sounds like good news..hope that is true and smthn will be done...esp for the future youths..who basically have an identity crisis goin back to nepal?..anyways yeah fingers crossed too..come to think of it just feel like puttn crosses(x) on every fingers and toes of mine wahahaha ;oP...well crossing fingers 24/7 is kinda too weird?and quite hard?;oP..yeah yeah just a sayn..but still ;oP.. anyways that nasi lemak..u took the pic before u makan?havent eaten that for ages!!!!buay tahan :oS...and that satay stick(isnt that wat u call it?u know in that nasi lemak) wah!use to love it so much!(but then again when didnt i use to love to eat?;oP hehe)... yeah share more news and all..hope ur maximising every sec of ur time left there ;oP.... and yeah if the mee siam stall is still open in joo seng..can u share some pics of the mee siam and motey mee hehe..cant ever forget that can we?bihan bihan used to go to market for mum cos mum tempted us by lettn us buy those mees(noodles) too?;oP hehe...well thts how it was for me..how about u?saw u do make frequent trips to the market!even when i had stopped?hah!dun deny!;oP.. ps ended up buyin anythin in the expo?gadget freak!;oP(compliment ho hai pheri ;oP) ------------ sandhurst bro.. how long?i dun really count ;oP..tho feels like some time has passed...but yeah guess tht doesn matter now..since someone is here again!;oP and no im not talkin about me!(sheeesh!i cant always talk about me can i?i get bored of talkn about meself!!believe me!:o( ;oP hehe) down under..i think its pretty goin quite fine here..weather is gettn more sunnier..errr warmer is the more appropiate word i think hehe..i dunno if its officially spring..but that be music to me ears..i dread the cold ..i really do :oS..so just hearin its not winter and its spring..even tho if its still cold..i can feel meself springin with bit of more vigour ..which is smthin that i def need?:oD..dun we all?hehe.. and summr leave u say?a break!?dyam!tht sounds nice!!a break!a break!!dun we all need a break..to rest..recuperate..renenergise!and went off into the highlands?(carryn ur trusted khukuri with u?;oP hehe)..can just imagine someone in kilts and all..swingin around his khukuri on top of the highlands..lettn out all those frustrations?;oP hehe... hah!im tryn to make this short!im summarising!:oS hehe.. *stops pastin and starts typing hehe* ok now that im done with pastin some things i didnt post last time..couldnt finish then :oS ..can i ever finish?:oS hehe..anyways not readin wat i typed then..past is past eh?shud get over the past?;oP hehe.. anyways sandhurst bro..hows the festival goin on?saw some glimpse of guys in kilts(if i remember correctly)..throwin the logs(log throwin contest?) on tv..just was the "teaser"(im not thinkin of the kilt when im typin this!oh my!did anyone notice those legs!.lets not talk about the hairs!*starts droolin* hah ;oP)..didnt get to watch the news later to see wat they were really showin(under the kilt?;oP)..were u there too?were u?today was the last day?hopefully not :oD... and oh yeah randomly bumped into some news that some 'romance' kinda festival was goin on the shires of ireland..(does shire sound correct?..dunno why felt like typin that word hehe)..if u have the time and heart?;oP..sounds like a festival to check out? hehe..i mean as tho just the irish accent aint temptin enuf? hehe..guess it does take a bit of time to actually comprehend wat they are sayn?(as long as one has enuf brain power to understand?hah!;oP and lets not forget listenin ears too!;oP)...yeah did take me some time to appehend(i think i did understood!most of wat they spewed out anyways ;oP hehe) those lovely irish couple i met and spent some time with during last summer.. humourous folks they were.. heard of this joke before?(dun really remember the exact words..when can i ever remember? :oS hehe)was told by one of them(dun mind me cos yeah i think i gonna sin!!and spoil a real good joke!:oS hehe).. A tourist in dublin sees an irish lad and asks him "is that god's church" and points to a buildin. "errr...i think all the churches in ireland belong to HIM?" replies the lad dyam i have sinned!:oS...anyways hopefully anyone readin that was readin it with irish accent?it helps!;o) hehe.. anyways me?doin not too bad i guess(i mean if i open up me eyes and mind a bit more and see tonnes doin really worse than me :O hehe)..had a nice sunday..got to kick balls in a game of football!err just kick the big ball!hehe....now that does make any day good eh ;o) hehe..teamwork wasnt there(yes we really played shiiit!!including me!!!i was told by me seniors about it ;oP hehe..but when didnt i play shiit?:o| ;oP hehe)just that the opponents werent having a field day either..so the result favoured us..think the semis next week hehe..and its a team game so hopefully there be some huge improvements from us..as a unit..a team..(not that im really hopin that much!;oP a bit matrai..a bit of hope never does harm hoina? i hope not!:o| hehe)..pretty frustrating it is when teamwork is required..and well its not an easy thing this teamwork ..isnt it?esp with egos and wat not around?.. ..weather was great(and the weather forecast did come true!..they did say it be cloudy and sunny..cos for a while there thot the sky will open and dump its piss on us :oS hehe)..and well have scars and wounds to remind me for the next few days about wat went on sunday(today) hehe..so alls good?still tryn to think how the hell did i get a blue and black knuckle..and a twisted shoulder(cant even raise it :oS hehe)..cos only realised i had those injuries after the game was over hah!..maybe its the age catchn up?budeskaal lagyo?:o( ;oP hehe.. ok better stop here(shud have stopped ages ago re?:oS too late now!sheesh!:@ now u tell me!:@ ;oP hehe)..still got some nepaali to type to!;oP hehe.. ------------------- fellow nepaali!;oP hehe.. i had kinda assumed(such an ass i tell u!always assuming!:@ ;oP hehe) then that u had most prob notice the man in uniform(tight uniform?not that i looked that deeply to notice that ;oP hehe)was back ;o)..i mean dun we all seem to notice men/women in uniforms quite easily?i know i do!(oi not in that sick way!u sickos!:@ ;oP hehe)..but yeah seems maybe then u didnt really notice?(im assuming as always :oS hehe)..but u did notice later?..so its all good?:oD hehe.. darn didnt get to inform u!!!would hve been quite a pleasure i tell u!if u ask me..wat im typin(goin thru) now..wat i have been typin(most of the time) always feels like a deja vu...most prob i typed(gone thru) it before..its such a repitive world aint it?hehe..so dun mind me if im being repeating a lot here ;oP hehe.. and oh before i forget to mention(type hehe)..i did notice the things u left in the lords thread hehe..def brought some(tryn to understate things as always?;oP hehe) smiles..some good feelns..positive things!:oD hehe..so cheers for tht..but me being me(watever me is?:oS hehe)..well guess most prob u will understand(or try to ;oP) when i say im tryn to cut down on blabberin hehe..does take energy it seems?and when i start it just seems so hard to stop..to end...and pretty is frustratin to realise one cant go on and on for 24/7 tho sometimes i feel like it?hehe..scary?thats just the tip of the iceberg?;oP hehe..but yeah basically typin/blabbering takes time?and tme do we ever have enuf of it?;oP so just tryn to control that part of me..but if u ask me..i do have too much time on me hands!wahahaa.. just watched "about a boy" yest..always had wanted to watch it from the moment the movie came out...but yeah as always takes me a bit of time to do things?hehe..but i done it!so yeah it feels good!hehe..u watched it?cos if u have..u know the chracter of the hugh grant where he does nothn in his life!watchn tv etc is not considered doin anythin is it?;oP hehe..so yeah basically always ave felt most of me life i have done but nothn!(not that im as priveleged as him to be gettn royalties for one hit wonder songs..and be able to do but nothn hehe..but yeah think i have had quite a priveleged life..more than some..less than some..but whos comparin eh?other than me :oS ;oP hehe)anyways enuf of this crap hehe.. had wanted to type smthings in tht lords thread..guess i just add a bit more here(then to torture some ppl by lettn them see this anon freek is typin everywhere!:o| ;oP hehe)one post to freak is enuf hoina?i shud be a bit "kinder"?;oP hehe..im tryn ;o)..i think im tryn ;oP hehe.. but yeah good u didnt try to attempt any apology!!!apology for wat bhaney!:O i mean look at me..do u see me apolising?;oP hehe..duh!so yeah!pls dun!:oD..give and take?;oP hehe..i dun give apologies?urghhh :oS..so u dun too?;oP hehe...i dunno smtimes i feel i do need to say 'sorry'..im scared of sayn that?cos i dun wanna be forgiven..cos if i say that and get forgiven..i might just forget and get over wat i had done earlier?the feeln of guilt does keep us on our toes eh?as long as its not too much to make u jump off the cliff?;oP hehe..feeln of guilt does make us realise we can be wrong and have been wrong!and well kinda makes us not repeat that wrong again?doesnt it in some ways?..ok enuf of that bhakwash thot!wahahah ;oP.. btw i think im just allowin me to type more and more bhakwash right now..cos i have already let meself type to some length!and well im sure most are sane enuf to not read!just seein the length!hehe..and of cos anyone whos not that sane..will get sane enuf after goin thru few lines?;oP.. so yeah feel a bit 'safe' hehe..safe that i aint 'spreadin' me nonsense to others..i mean the 'temptations' we have to get thru in our short life?(its short!!!if u ask me hehe..tho it feels so long smtimes?:oS..well i guess before we know it..it will end?:oS so its short?tryn to be logical and being very unsuccessful on that as u can see ;oP hehe)..ok skip all this!!next!;oP hehe.. anyways about self reflection hehe...can we ever stop doin tht?:o| hehe..but yeah when those reflections comes..pretty a learnin experience?esp if one tries to learn and does learn anythin good?;oP hehe..im tryn not to spend too much time on that as with some other things those NOTHINGS!!!:o| hehe..wat i like to call nothins hehe..tho some others will disagree and call those nothins smthings :oS to each their own?and yeah time is precious!!yes!!i too realised that!but arggh!!mero focus!!pretty bad!!thats an understatement?:oS hehe...but yeah smthings worked out..some other things..im tryn(a bit ;oP) to work them out..and well hopin they turn out well..but until tomorrow comes we never know eh?;oP hehe..hah!i seriously shudnt be typin!!i just get lost in it and forget other things :oS...guess in some ways i do let out me frustrations by typn etc..no wonder i still cant stop!:oS hehe..guess have to try other ways to do that?;oP hehe..until we try we never know?;oP hehe... and ur life crazy right now?well crazy world mah crazy nabhayera ke huncha hoina?;oP hehe..in court more often than u care to be re?guess wat..next time not just me..anyone who hears this from another person.."I SEE YOU IN COURT" ..it wont sound so scary ;o)..it might actually bring a smile on that person's face like its doin to me cos im imaginin some absurdities!hah!;oP...u know cos if i(the person) has to go to court..who knows ..some nepaali seems to be in court a lot..so yeah just seems kinda a nice thot to actually bum onto a nepaali in the court?hehe..well worst comes to worst lose in court..by the person who brought me(the person) to court..but ..the bit of hope(actualy no hope at all just imagination of a bummin into a nepaali whos in court a lot hehe..quite a nice thot eh?;oP doesnt have to be a nepali..just someone who at that moment of life makes u feel a bit better and see some positivity?a bit of positivity never does harm?;oP hehe )tonnes of lucky ppl bummin into a nepaali in the court?but not realisin how lucky they are?ironies all around!;oP hehe.. hah!someone really has too much time on his hands!:o| hehe.. and oh MIA?Matin In Australia?wahahahaha ;oP...yap meetin some mates here and there..met a quite a lot today..and felt good :oD....and pls dun mention headless chicken!!this one fren of mine tells me that i shud be drinkin chicken soup re..its good re...now ur mentionin headless chickens..hah!cant stop thinkin of where all those heads of the chickens are :o| (cant rememeber seeing any on those chickens we buy time to time :oS )and feel like havin chicken head soup!wahahahaa...they do have such a dish dun they?chicken head soup?im sure they do!!if not!i shud patent it!dyam i can just imagine anon's famous chicken head soup shop!wahahaahah ;oP.. but yeah running like a headless chicken or not..we sure do know someone has a head ;o)..that thinks!;o) hehe..oh loote bro was mentionin his fren..and himself too as part of the flood?hehe..someone is just too modest bhaney!:@ ;oP hehe..but yeah did a peek on 'death of the president'..err if u call that peek ;oP hehe..politics def aint me cup of tea hehe..but it always feels good to see some ppl doin an open discussion eh?being open to others opinions..tryn to see wat the way they are seeing?and also sharing ones own opinion..to benefit eveyrone?where everyone can learn?if they tried to?;oP hehe.. ok before i becmore more dicipherless(as tho i already aint enuf?:oS hehe)..bursts of energy and mood does comes sporadically..and readin silently feels such a bliss?..think i have done enuf of wastin database space(database worth a lifetime?;oP hehe)plus with this current mood(and out of "control-ness" :oS hehe)might as well try to type on a few more threads i had wanted to before..but had never gotten to ?:oS..lets not get into reasons/excuses ;oP hehe...off i go!and yeah def hope wont be as short as here :o| hehe.. hope everyone is doin great!no names mentioned!hehe.. goodnight!and adieu!:oD hehe (ps..seriously someone has too much time!!!dun get freaked out!:O ;oP hehe i too will try not peek here!!dun wanna freak meself more :o| hehe) and to think i thot i post this in the end before i go to sleep..so that no one will notice this until im dead asleep!hah!now posting twice?and ppl will notice more?urghh :oS hehe..