Losing someone whom you love the most ofcourse hurts, either be it your first love or last love. Neither thought i would be in love again and never thought i would be hurt again as much as i did before. So fucchi, let life flow as it flows and keep on living. You may not know what comes tomorrow, you might met some one whom you love more then you had ever, though old memories will always be in within you. Good ones or bad ones. And that how we live and learn from. All the best though. nivaN